by Lillian Csernica on June 6, 2016
Ever had one of those days when no matter how hard you try, life just keeps getting between you and what you’re trying to accomplish?
Today fought me from the minute I dragged myself out of bed. Phone calls, interruptions, distractions, failures to communicate. This resulted in me being late picking up John at school, something I try my very best to avoid.
When I was a little kid, my mother had occasion to leave me with babysitters or at day care centers. Either Mom wasn’t good at time management, or life got in her way too, because she was often quite late picking me up. When you’re six, this causes the kind of anxiety that scorches your little tiny soul for life. I don’t EVER want John to feel that.
Once I picked up John, he alerted me to the sudden need for two dozen cupcakes. P.E. class will be having a BBQ to celebrate the end of school. The cupcakes are John’s contribution to the feast. OK. Since I had to drive to the store with the best bakery, I did a few other errands in that part of town. One resulted in upsetting news. The other took three times longer than I’d anticipated.
Tomorrow is the Spousal Unit’s birthday. I also have a group luncheon to attend. I have to duck out of that early because we’re interviewing new R.N.s for Michael. Summer school is bearing down on us and we really need more help.
So I’m a little stressed out, right?
I get home with John to discover my sister has rescued a baby robin from the clutches of our male cat, Hunter. (That’s his name, job description, species niche, and favorite occupation. Not bad for a single word. ) We suspect the baby fell out of its nest, because it’s too young to fly. My sister set it on a branch in the camellia bushes out of the cats’ reach and we shut all three feline predators inside the house.
I fed the baby robin some water with a small syringe. We watched and waited, hoping its mother would appear. Even if she did, how would she return her baby to the nest? This was not a happy situation, especially with John looking on hoping everything would be OK.
Night was closing in. I took the baby robin to the local native animal rescue. Finding the place involved a wild ride that is exactly what kept me from getting my own car for so many years. God and the police must have both been feeling kindly toward me. I finally found the rescue center, which was part of a private residence.
Now came the hard part. I had to leave the baby robin there and walk away. I sat in my car and cried for a while. I can call in a day or two and see how things are going. I dread doing so, for all the obvious reasons.
What’s important here is no matter how horrible today was, once that baby bird turned up, everything fell into a very simple perspective.
Save the baby bird.
A while back I wrote a blog post about lighting a candle rather than cursing the darkness. All the stress I’m mired in right now fell away before that one clear priority.
Save the baby bird.
I’ll let you know what happens.